Wednesday, January 31, 2018

INSECURITY and Past life link....A 27 yrs. old woman married for last seven yrs. having two kids came to know why I have so much responsibility at such a young age? I faced hormonal disorder. I feel insecure of my all relations. Session…….. I am very young. My father is slapping me. I am very sad. No one likes me. Now I am 20 yrs. and working in someone’s farm. I am happy because here people like me. There is a boy and we talk to each other. Now I am 24 yrs. I am in cow shed with that boy. He wants to be close to me and suddenly started hitting me on head. He went out. I am a transgender. He did not like it. I am feeling very sad. I went back to my home. My father is also beating me. Everyone hates me except my grandmother. I don’t go for work. I am going outside my home. 7 - 8 ladies started spitting on me. I start running and jumped into the river running near my village to get away from them. My life was very hard. I was incomplete. This was Rajasthan 1884. The boy is my present life husband. The leader of the women who were spitting on me is my present life mother in-law. In light, the Master light gave some guidance and blessings for present life. I promised to the Masters that I will live this life. Reorientation….. I face humiliation by my in-laws in this life. I have had hormonal imbalances and took lot of treatment for it. I am very much insecure of my husband. He has never stood by me wherever I faced humiliation at the hands of my in-laws. In this life also I feel lonely and sad. My mother in-law always tells me you are good for nothing. I hope I break this repeated pattern of mine which I carried in this life. Hopefully my life will be more peaceful now.


Monday, January 29, 2018

Relationship issues are linked with your past life. A 34 years woman came to know the reasons for not being able to leave her boyfriend, with whom relationship for last ten years did not materialize in to wedlock and now engaged for a year but feels resistance in fixing marriage date and frequently unexplained chest pain. Session….. I am in a beautiful palatial home. A beautiful girl is painting, she is my sister. This is English culture. I am a handsome 6 ft 2 inch tall 24 years old Royal boy. Servants are standing in line with bowed heads waiting for command. I am going in a Chariot and reach a beautiful house. A little girl comes out and hugs my legs. A beautiful woman is coming towards me. We are having food. Now the woman is fighting and throwing things. Little girl called me Dad. The woman is my love but I cannot marry her because of my royalty. The little girl is my daughter. My love is pregnant. She wants me to marry her but I am afraid of losing everything. This house is very far away from my palace. She is very much nagging now and crying. Daughter is also crying. I cut the discussion short and leave for my palace. This time I came after months as now she is giving birth to my baby. A baby boy is given to me. I am very happy. I told her that I will marry her no matter what. After staying for few days I returned back to my palace. My father is very sick and mother is crying. My mother is dressed up as a queen. My father passes away. After a month I brought my woman, daughter and son to palace. We went to meet my mother. I told my mother these are my kids and I will marry her. My mother said she is not a royal and spoke other mean things. But I am not able to do anything. We left the palace for her house and started living there. She is telling me that she will never leave me and find me in every life because our love is much stronger than anything. One day minister with guards came to take me. They asked me to go with them otherwise they will use force. I told her I will come back. The guards took me somewhere else far away from the place. I am always guarded. After some time I am shifted to the palace. Queen got me married but I did not touch my wife. Queen died. I go back to my woman’s house and enter inside looking for her. My daughter is grown up and son is still young. He is looking at me. I m searching for her and my daughter told me she is dead. I am crying. My daughter is not ready to come with me. I am back in the palace. I lost interest in all things. I am 73 old and weak. I am lying on bed surrounded by people. Death came easily in the afternoon. My last thought was that I am going to be with her. It was a lonely life for me. Lesson learnt is that Love is everything I need. My burial is with royalty. It’s Portugal 1857. The name written on tomb stone is Sir Henry. In light, severe pain in heart is felt as if a deep sadness is released. Many guidances given by Masters and Guru. Reorientation…..I understood my confusion about mine two relationships because one was my love and other was my wife in past life. My daughter is my present life Aunt who gives me a lot of stress. I feel unexplained tendency of severe chest pain on and off is released today. Thank you very much doctor Vandana for helping me find answers. It will help me to take decision now. The woman whom I loved is my boyfriend in my present life. The woman who was my wife and neglected whole life is my present life fiance.


Tuesday, January 23, 2018

#PastLifeSessionStory What did I do that he came into my life? Neither he leaves me nor do I leave him. A 41 year of age woman came to know what I did that he came into my life? Doctor Vandana, Neither he leaves me nor do I leave him. We are married for 15 years and have 2 kids. Session…. It is a small village in the hills. I am taking lunch with my parents & brothers. We are happy. They are Indian and I am foreigner and very beautiful (I do not know why?). I am twenty five. I have a job in Delhi. I met a very handsome boy at the airport and we smiled at each other. This is recent times. I am at my work place. I am very hard working. Oh God ! my boss ! he is my present life husband. He frequently calls me in his chamber. My name is Elena. One day he called me for dinner but I told him that you are married and left the job. Now I am jobless and live in a small room. I went to meet that boy at airport. I asked his help for a job. His name is Avinash. He advised me to get trained as a pilot as it is easy to find pilot job. I discussed with my parents and started training. I worked hard and after training I got a job. Me and Avinash started meeting regularly. I like him a lot. Life is good now. On day suddenly my ex-boss met me in a supermarket. He gave me dirty looks. Avinash stopped meeting me after a month. I searched for him but could not trace him. My ex-boss started stalking me and troubling me. One day I went to his office and hit him on the head with a log. He started bleeding. Police was informed. Police took me away. Next day my ex-boss got me released from the police custody. I found his home address, visited his home and told his wife everything. My Ex-Boss was also at home and he was looking at me with anger. Later on I learnt that his wife committed suicide. After few days the Ex-boss caught me on the way and took me to an isolated place and raped me. Angered I hit him on the head with a stone. He fell unconscious and same day I returned back to my home in village. Time passed by now I am 35. My father is sick and my brothers are not settled yet. We are now in difficult financial situation. I decided to go back to Delhi. Again searched for Avinash and found him. He told your ex-boss threatened to kill my parents, so I left the city and shifted to another place. We started meeting regularly. I started working. My brothers also got settled. Now I am 40 and we both got married. I gave birth to a daughter but she died after a year. I am happy. One day my ex-boss saw me in the market. I was afraid. Somehow I could run away. I told my husband. We both got worried. After few weeks, my ex-boss got Avinash killed. Then he came to meet me and asked me to marry him. I wanted to take revenge so I married him. He took me to his home after marriage. He takes lot of care of me and my brothers. As my father expired, he called my mother to live with us. But I hate him. He had a heart attack. In hospital I tried to mix some injection in his drug but he survived. He is on a wheel chair. He has transferred all of his business to me. He had another heart attack after few months and now he is bed ridden. I put him in a ground floor room. I place his meals far from him so that he cannot reach and eat it. I want him to suffer a lot. He pleads for my forgiveness. My mother started interfering. She took lot of care of him, gave him good food and he started improving. My mother also tells me to forgive him. But I could not. Now I am 50 and not well. My husband took a lot of care of me. My mother advises me to live in harmony. Now I do not hate him as much. I pretend everything is normal but inside there is deep dislikes for him. He loves me a lot and one day he died. I arranged a drink party at home after his cremation. At 55 years I died in car accident. The lesson I learnt “Do not hate so much”. Guided to her birth event she told I am born to a foreigner couple in Goa. They left me in a church and sister from Goa took me to an orphanage in Delhi, when I was 2 years, for adoption. My father was very good man. He used to visit orphanage and distributed sweets. He adopted me. Guided to the light she received blessings from Sai Baba.